I wish I could have loved him,
But I’m fickle.
He bleed emotion
Through too many pens.
Ink spilling on paper,
He opens up his chest,
Let’s the ocean in,
And writes a hundred words
About life and love and longing.
.
I could have let him love me
But I’m fickle
And not selfish enough
To allow myself to be loved
By someone I don’t deserve.
.
Maybe some day
I’ll pry my chest open
With a crowbar
And go for a swim.
But until then,
Fare he well.
